This Tattoo

i've cried for you
waiting for your soothing scarring
to heal me
pathetic, self-hating cycle

dip your needles into
       that medicinal ink
dip them into my eager skin

soft moans escape
no more shame
you lubricate me
       for my waiting lover

you swallow semen
sprayed at your color

you speak when i cannot

i wait for you, hours i wait
until i can repay
what you gave me

i have no words for
       your gift
only the feeling
       of thick, slow lips
             feeding my own

panting, "more,

© Jewess,